Hi…..

Where do I start this?
Sometimes I feel why I should hit against a wall.

Am I sane to do it? It’s tough to get answers to such questions. Then
I do realize by introspection that it’s not a wall; she is a human being and whom I regard forever as a good friend to have met (even if it was only once).

Hence comparing you with the wall is the silliest analogy I can ever think of.

Then what is it?

All these days, I just hoped you end up having hassle-free life. And, hope is all I can give you at this moment.

I believe the most pristine relationship in this world is the relationship between a mother and her children. Innocence is at its peak when they start developing relationships very early in their lives. The sad part is, it keeps deteriorating slowly, and differences do creep in eventually. This is a fact.

After 23 years (Not yet, one more month to go), Even I feel the pinch when I try to manipulate things with my mother. It is tough, to be frank at all times. Why?

I am aware of things than previously, and as time goes, it becomes eventually tough to maintain or get back to that level of innocence I once had as a child.

The more I think about this aspect; I feel I am allowing the outer elements to control and hamper the innocence. This is no theory; it’s utterly pragmatic in every which way we would like to think.

Now this explains the theory “Change is the only constant thing.” So true, if changes can occur to a new relationship of that of a mother and her children, then why do we point fingers at other relationships and feel bad about it when it didn’t work.

By being frank in critical situations, one can still retain the innocence because changes can occur for the better.

All it takes is choice and effort to back the option.

With this enlightenment, I am trying to deal with trivial issues with a bigger picture in mind.

No wonder a good movie looks better on a big screen than on a small screen.

If we are making a movie of our lives, I agree with individuals to choose their cast. Stories, screenplays, editing, suspense, climax, thriller, comedy, etc., it’s all up to us to direct our thoughts to make a lifetime movie.

Generally, many movies include “cameos.” He gets appreciated only when he completes the job, which the main character is inhibited from doing.

It is our wish to extend the cameo’s role. But the extension of the cameo’s role must not affect the movie.

At the same time, one cannot ignore the importance of him. So we choose him either to please the public to help us make our movie a little better than what it is.

Or, we want him because we are convinced that he is there to play an important role.

This convincing act must be one’s own.

I remember the lines (or lies) you told me, “There is a reason why we both met.”

I don’t know whether you know the reason, but I certainly do. I need time from your kitty bag to tell what changes I have made in my life and the new career path I am looking at. I don’t know whether I would get some time from you, but you see, one needs to be optimistic, and I am confident one day I will get that “time” from you even if you try hard not to give. Hehehe.

Like they say, “Good things will always come to an end; if they aren’t good, then it’s not the end yet.”

I hope you got all the answers and you’ve come to understand that people and things are always going to change and you can’t stop them now.

I know for a fact, I cannot help or be there for all your problems. And trust me, no one will be there also for all of the issues. Time is the only comforter one can get.

Try, and you will get some time from others, but only if you try. Trust me, not everyone is selfish, and some people will be willing to help without any motive only if you give them a chance.

In the end, we are all separate; our stories, no matter how similar, come to a fork and diverge. We are drawn to each other because of our similarities, but it is our differences we must learn to respect.

This is the Quote of my life: “No one except me can spoil my life; it’s me and my choices which eventually would change my life.”

Let me try, An Enrique song for you……..

I have modified this for you.

Every day here you came for chatting (on g-talk)
and held your fingers; hence we don’t do much talking via chatting
When I asked, “How are you”?
You say you’re happy and you’re doin’ fine
Well, go ahead, baby, I got plenty of time
Sad eyes never lie
Sad eyes never lie

Well, for a while, I’ve been watching you unsteady
Ain’t going to move from the friendship ’til you’re good and ready
You show up, and then you shy away
But I know Preeti( pretty) soon you’ll be walkin’ this way
Sad eyes never lie
Sad eyes never lie

Baby, don’t you know I do care
Don’t you know that I’ve been there( not always, though)
Well, if something in the air feels a little unkind
Don’t worry, darling; it’ll slip your mind

I know you think you’d never be my friend
Well, that’s okay, baby, I don’t mind your trend
the shy photo smile of yours( on Orkut) is sweet; that’s a fact
Go ahead; I don’t mind the act ( of you not being in touch)

Here you come all planned up for a date to meet
Well, one more step, and it’ll be too late to treat
Adversity might make you feely lonely here and there
I am sure that you’re so sure I’ll be standing there
Sad eyes never lie
Sad eyes never lie
Sad eyes never lie
Sad eyes never lie